If that's all life gives me, I'll take it..

I have been wondering for a long time

comparing me now to me in the past, in particular, the me who wrote consistently everyday.

how did she do it?

what frame of mind what she in?

what was her why?

what made her even write on holiday?

I keep asking myself these questions

but today, as I sat down to write, I thought, 

the ebbs and flow of creative energy, writing energy,

if that's all life gives me, I'll take it

why question how it happened in the past?

why not ask myself how to create the magic now and in the future.

aiming for 1 post a day. 

let's go fam!