Brienne writes

life happens in a blink of an eye, 5 months have passed do you remember what you set out to do in January? how close are you to your goal? or have you pivoted, shifted what you want to do? will you be proud of yourself in 7 months time? what are you putting off till tomorrow? what small teeny tiny baby step can you take today to bring you closer to your goal? breathe in breathe out now, what is something you can do for yourself right this moment?

if you're reading this, hi it's hard. writing is hard. I wish I had a story to tell today. but I don't or maybe I do I was thinking about how I didn't want to show up to the gym today I'm tired, I'm lazy but I booked an hour session and went with it that's how discipline is isn't it I'm totally not motivated to work out at all but I got it done same with writing not every piece of writing is going to be good I need to keep writing to clock the reps, get the bad ones in to get to the good ones. what's something you've been putting off?

"You are in danger of living a life so comfortable and soft that you will die without ever realizing your true potential" by David Goggins This message came up for me while doing my morning meditation. Yup, okay, I got the message. 

I have been wondering for a long time comparing me now to me in the past, in particular, the me who wrote consistently everyday. how did she do it? what frame of mind what she in? what was her why? what made her even write on holiday? I keep asking myself these questions but today, as I sat down to write, I thought,  the ebbs and flow of creative energy, writing energy, if that's all life gives me, I'll take it why question how it happened in the past? why not ask myself how to create the magic now and in the future. aiming for 1 post a day.  let's go fam! 

 The Universe sent me this video today.  And if you're reading this.  This one's for you too.  I love you. Thank you for still being here.  --- I'm an artist and that's what I have to keep doing. I'm going to come back and keep creating bad work everyday to get to my best work.