not every post is a pretty post (one of my drafts unedited)
It's interesting how I had to write something and I tried writing it on Microsoft word yesterday and today and the words don't seem to flow as well until I decided to type it here today and put fbr at the top. heh. did I pavlov dog myself into this one? open draft page on blogger > fbr > write what's on your mind even if the words don't flow > edit later? it's a good/bad problem, now I know I need to use this space for writing. today, I truly listened to my body and felt like I could use a nap in the noon and that's what I did. I got bored so many times today and wanted to default to candy crush on shoppee. I played the game maybe thrice but asked myself what was I running from.. it's so easy to live the default life, so difficult to live a life with meaning and purpose. so many of us are so used to distracting ourselves - with Netflix, with games, with doing everybody's else's stuff but our own. because doing our own stuff is hard. because